Someday,I will

"Tomorrow I will give it to him,I promise!"

I said it with all my might but I am not really sure how I will give it to him,the girl beside me patted me on the back and she said  "yes,yes you will give it to him tomorrow do your best"

While we are eating the meat buns we bought from the convenience store nearby,I look at the letter and think of "what will he think of me when I succesfully give this to him?"

"I think he will say yes"responded the girl sitting beside me 

"what if he said no and leave me alone you freak" I responded to her then she answers back "He may be clueless or dense but he is not a stupid person,he will realize how much you love him I guarantee it"

"really?' I responded to the girl sitting beside me with her colorful happy smile

"yeah!"she anwered with confidence 

"Its really cold today isn't it?"she tried to change the topic so I don't have to worry about the letter

"its winter and its snowing,of course its cold"I respond to her 

"I just realized this,isn't this park where we all met when we were kids?"she suddenly asks me I answered right away because I remember everything,every piece of my memory with him

"when we first met him he is still scared of everyone,he was so scared that he kept hiding behind the tree until everyone left"I answered while feeling nostalgic

"he thought that no one can see him but everyone can see him but they somehow kept avoiding him"she responded while laughing

"I don't know why but everyone was so scared of him"

"we dragged him around this playground until the sun setted---its already late,lets go home now"she pulls me back up then patted my head and she said "Good luck,best friend"

I smiled and replied "I will do my best!" she looked surprised then she laughed and said

"Do you feel better now?"she ask

"Thanks to you,I feel a lot better now"I replied

"I see,lets go home then"she then calmly pulls up and drags me back home