Haunted

Sometimes it hurts to want someone so badly...

I can’t stand how you make me think of you every waking minute of my life,

I feel like I’m going crazy,

I want you so badly it hurts,

It hurts my mental faculty,

I ask for this to leave constantly,

Peace of mind only comes and goes,

I honestly wish it would stay gone till I can think straight again,

I want to do things the right way, not my way, but the way of the one who matters most.

You make it impossible for me though, as you continually talk to me and sink into my senses and all my being.

You intoxicate me… you are toxic in the worst way, it’s like poison running through my veins,

A dangerous toxin that fills the air, it goes to my brain like a hallucinogen and plagues my mind

I’m…

Haunted