So much more- ? series part 5

This is the 5th part of my 10 part ? series. For any that need a refresh on this series, it will lead up to a new youtube project which will reveal the character all of these poems are written by.

So much more.

The world around is you is so much more than you think,

so much darker,

so much stranger,

and so much madder than you could ever imagine,

but it's so much better.

It's amazing.

I have seen all its wonders,

wonders beyond your wildest dreams.

My decisions have always been simple,

Lose so much, save so many.

With only one thing to do,

stand up and make a decision.

It's not clever, it's not smart,

That's all I do.

Make a decision.

Because at the end of it all,

Im the only one left who can.

Those people, the one's I love,

you ask why they aren't around.

Well I suppose they break my heart,

It's not their fault, it's mine.

Thats my curse you see,

So why do it at all you ask?

Simple, something's are worth getting,

worth getting your heart broken for.

Worth all the pain any man can endure,

just for those moments,

those solitary moments of pure joy,

pure victory, pure happiness,

but for those moments I have to endure so much,

so many lifetimes of pain.

I do it simply for possible happy endings.,

You see im ever the optimist,

The hoper of far flung hopes and dreams,

The dreamer of improbable dreams.

Author's Note

o this is the 5th in a 10 part short series leading to a new youtube video. as the first part the task is simple. Which well known character am i going to be? lets see if anyone can guess. the clue so far: I've have been seen on tv. your second clue: I have appeared on both british and american tv, and recently too. Third clue: The line in the poem says; I've lived so many lifetimes. part 7 will be uploaded in two days with another clue.