All i've seen. ? series part 1

This is part one of a ten part short poem series, leading to a new youtube video i'm doing. The aim is to read and try guess who is writing before the reveal.

All I have seen.

So much time, so much to do,

and i've done it all.

I've seen it all, been to places you could never imagine,

done things even your wildest dreams could not comprehend.

But i've lost so much,

stood and gazed in wonderment, while a love dies,

seen birth and death and not always in equal measure.

You ask me where once, what do you dream of?

If anything is possible what can you possibly dream of?

I dream the same as you I guess,

I dream of where i'm going.

The problem with seeing it all, losing it all,

you remember it all,

because nothing is forgotten, not really,

but you have to try.

You have to try to forget the tears and remember the laughter,

forget the dark and remember the light.

Everything sooner or later disappears,

everything you are, gone in a moment,

like breath on a mirror.

You just have to hold on to that day, hold on to the best.

Now im tired, tired of running,

tired of watching everything turn to dust,

tired of the struggle,

tired of losing everyone that has mattered to me.

After all i've seen what can there be left?

Author's Note

So with the ten parts I have coming up, the aim before the video reveal is to find out who I am. I dont expect all to know but we shall see