"She's..."

A Poem by StriDe

I SWARE;
The sun pointed this beauty out,
yes,she was something serious,no doubt,
you know how when in the presence of royalty,
you crouch,naw,just the sight of the swag in her walk,
make a n***a say,OUCH,yes;

For she's;
Blessed,with no question,a fact
learned,with no lesson,cuz in her
hand,as that of God and the world,
my heart began restin';

And thank GOD;
The fact that she had me already,
had went unannounced,so beautiful,
that even the word "hi",was hard to
pronounce,and however many times that
I stuttered over that,became a quantity too
great,to count;

The stars;
Went blind,due to her shine,that had my
mind intertwined,with her kind,and gentleness,
that had me belligerent,towards the
acknowledgement,of her as a whole;

Her lips;
Moved to produce,such soothing verbal
melodies that entraps itself within one's
memories,and perge them,of an
unbalanced chemistry,that lyrically,resembles
bible verses in the form of poetry,a creed,
that led dynasties to purpose,as her smile,it made
the sun fear,brought the noon's clouds to tears,and I
sought no shelter from THIS category five's wetness,
so right,I think God set this,up;

But her;
Agressiveness,wasn't in equivalence,to my quota,sadly
when I got smart,she wasn't real enough,to
bat me,I mean,HELL,even at the sight of her,my moms
didn't give her a nickname like..........Tinkerbell,my heart
said for this to be undone,cuz if she would have asked...
n***a definitely wouldn't have went to Forever 21,n***a
woulda went to the store where he can get 5 dresses that'll
last forever for 21(Goodwill),lol;

So yes;
I let her pass,walked by,and caught that last gasp,
and when she looked back shockingly,with an
expression that asks "Why aren't you speaking to me?",
I shook my head and laughed,cuz the whole belligerent
acknowledgement part,was not true;

Cuz;
No matter how I put it,
she was..."How can I say this?";

Not you...
-Nakeem "StriDe" Cameron
"Real Life Situations..."