Fate

Her smile brightens up the world, 

or was it her frown that shook it?

She builds up fences and walls all around,

won't let me see the world.

I love her, and hate her, and everything in-between.

This woman who means so much, or too little? 

To me.

I don't know who she is,

her marvelously blonde hair,

emotionless eyes,

softly pink lips

are all so odd.

Who is she this woman, who won't let me free?

Is she perhaps, someone important to me?

My mother? My lover? My sister? A friend?

Someone who was meant to take me to my end.

I'm trapped inside this place so cold,

I'll never see the world as it grows old.

Where are my friends, or is it only she?

My parents and siblings? Or was it always just me?

Where are the people that I know are there?

Where is the world, being alone has me scared.

I'm trapped with a woman, I don't know who she could be.

I don't even know what she wants from me.

Is she just lonely, or maybe something more?

Is she just some spirit, looking for some person to look for?

I'm stuck here with her, and yet so alone

I don't even know what exit I'm looking for.

Am I even running, or am I already free?

What is it this lady, this tyrant, wants from me?

I don't know her name, she won't tell me that,

but I know that she seems to have seen hell and come back.

I love her, then hate her, and all in-between

This woman who means nothing and everything to me.

I'm stuck in a trap with someone I don't know,

A four letter word

Something that I know I should know.

What is it about fate, that's so against me?

Why am I so far, or not from being me?

Am I ungrateful? Or too picky, too used? 

Why am I just just so very confused?

This lady, this woman, this devil with angel wings

she won't let go of me.

This woman that I hate so much is all powerful it seems.

She controls the past and present and the future as it seems.

She won't listen to your wishes,

she'll laugh at all your cries.

She'll smile when you beg,

kill you when you lie.

This woman is so terrible, terrifying, trapped, and free.

I'm trapped with a woman who won't let me free

I don't know who she is, or what she wants from me.

She tells me everything, tells me of tomorrow, or yesterday

or maybe not even that.

She tells me of the world that she's taken away from me.

Tells me that the world is dying, says it with no hint of emotion to me.

Tells me of her plans

and what it should mean to me.

The only thing she won't tell me

is who she is, what she's named

which is exactly what I need.

I'm trapped in a cave, she's blocked out the light.

I don't know what to do, or what it is that's right. 

I wish I could remember the name that screams to me.

 The name that tells me that it's hers.

That name I need to need.

I don't know where I am,

or what's happening to me.

I don't know where the world will hide,

or why it's gone from me.

I don't know why I'm here,

Don't know what "here" is exactly.

Don't know what she wants

and what it has to do with me.

I do know that I'm here, with fate as it seems.

I'm here with someone I don't know, who only wants to use me.

I do know that the world is hiding away from my sight. 

I do know that I'm trapped with a woman I don't know.

I know that I love her, hate her, and everything in between.

I know that she means nothing and everything to me.

I know that she's all powerful and can destroy the world it seems.

I know about a four letter word that seems to trouble me.

I don't know who she is,

but I'm not all that worried.

I know something that she doesn't

and I know she won't forgive me.

I know exactly what she is, although maybe not who.

I know a little four letter word, know what it means to who.

I know what to do, though maybe not why.

I know that I love her, and know that it's she I despise.

I'm so confused about everything, 

I don't know what to do.

The only thing I think I know is something I'll tell you.

You can't escape her clutches,

although I promise that I try.

You'll not remember who you are,

or what it feels to die.

I'll tell her that you'll meet her, as everyone surely does.

You'll be trapped in the same old cave,

the fences high as walls.

I'll tell you that it's not over,

though she says it is.

The people in this planet are too stubborn to give in.

I'm trapped with a woman and I don't know who she is.

I don't know much of anything, except for one thing:

What she is.

Don't fall into the trap,

be as free as the wind.

But remember what I said.

Remember what I told you, remember what I warned you, remember that she'll hold you

prisoner, I'm sure.

Don't worry about the consequences, I'm sure I'll be all right.

I'll run from this one person, one demon, one fight.

I love her so much,

I think, I'm not sure.

I hate her, then love her.

Maybe something in between?

I don't know who she is, but I'll tell you this:

a four letter word is just what she is.

Fate.

Author's Note

And that, my dear friends, is the last of it.
Tell me what you think?

Reviews

[Hailey]

i liked the length of it, the fact that there was so much to say. it was interesting and kept you guessing all the way through to the end, great job :P

[Denni]

you realize this is one of the longest poems i have ever read

[Requs]

I'm an imagery w***e, just love imagery and there is a ton of it in this piece, I'd just just had some blank spaces to make it easier not to lose your place. Otherwise great self-expression. (personally I don't believe in fate but oh well haha)

[KEC]

OmG that was long and she is fate rocks