a betrayal?

sometimes I just can't take it...

I hear the thoughts  in my head

the feelings  in my heart

they slowly twine  around me

and tear my world apart

 

I push  them to the back

postponing their dreadful attack

But I know each day that they wait

Is one more day that I'm testing fate

 

I cannot take the noise

Both of the world and inside

So I cut off one just to ease the pain of the other

and ignore all the rules that abide

 

I hide under the covers with the music blasting

just so I don't have to hear my guilt

Knowing I gave my heart too easily to too many people

and will have to destroy some of the realtionships built

 

 

I've come to the conclusion

 

I HATE LOVE!

Author's Note

I didn't know if this was finished or not..It doesn't seem quite right to me but

Reviews

[Jessi Webb =)]

Very full of emotion ! I really liked it . It shows the feeling of losing that guy that you thought loved you back... I really liked it ! You are a very talented author ... so much than I will prob ever be !

[Kerwin]

full of emotion......good with description..interesting to read.