The Sadness Within

Posted on here on Feb. 7, 2007. Got deleted and now I'm reposting it in honor of my first brother.

 

The sadness within my heart shall never leave me

It is what kees me stuck here for all my days

This sadness within keeps eatting at my soul

A soul that feels like it can't go on anymore

 

I tried to come and join you

I see I failed for I am still here

I tried to be by your side

Again I am a failure

 

I know that you love me even though you are not here

I feel you following me each and everyday

Trying to keep me strong for those

Who are still here with me

 

But there are the times when i just wish I could die

When life has no meaning and death is only my begining

Yet I can not bring myself to do it and make you upset

You are my first and only brother that I can not upset

 

If not for you I would have fled

But somehow you managed to keep me strong

Why is that?

Was that your mission to show me a glimps then to be taken away?

 

No matter what others may say you are still my brother

Though your tiny body might be six feet under

Though you where only but twenty days old

I do not care what they say you are my only brother

 

You are my flesh and blood

I have a reasoon to morn

I have a reason to cry

No matter what the others may say

 

Have faith in me for I think I have lost mine

Keep me safe and strong

I know this is why you left us and

Always remember that I truly love you.

Author's Note

Please ignore the type o's.

Reviews

[Charisma Moonfairy]

Just know, I will always be there to hold you and help you when that time of year arrives no matter what ever happens between us my dearest.

[closed]

wow, this is so sweet ya know.

some pain is almost too unbearable for words. But you were brave enough to try.

I'm sincerely sorry about your loss.

But I want you to know that he is forever safe, as all babies are,

within the unfailing arms,

of God.

^^