I Am Stronger Than You

Reflection on an old friends behavior.

I look at old pictures.
You know... the ones of you and me from when we were actually friends...
You say that were still are, and I'm too scared to deny it so I agree with you...
but I know the truth.
I know that ever since you decided to grow up and become a woman.. you've only become more of a child.
I know that you aren't really that busy at all.
You've become selfish, ignorant, rude, and the person that you are today, is not my best friend. No, you're just a person that I've known for what seems like a life time. Nothing else matters.
Does it ever accure to you that your sorry's aren't enough? That maybe you've done too much damage? That maybe, in the proccess of you trying to be these great things, you hurt me? Because that's what you did. You hurt me. I see you online, talking to all of your friends, messaging them, replying to them. You talk about returning their phone calls. I'm simply invisible now. You only see me when it's convenient to you.
I've been hurt many times before so you doing it to me is nothing special. I hate to say that I saw it coming, but I did. I just didn't see it happeneing so soon.
I can't make you change.
I can only change myself, but I don't want to change.
I don't want to be insulted by you any longer saying how horrible my school is and practically saying that my friends have problems and insulting them too. You couldn't live one day in my shoes.
I am stonger than you.
 

Author's Note

This isn't one of my best but certainly isn't one of my worsts.

Reviews

[Samantha]

this is part 2 to my greed, hih?

its strong, very powerful once again. Almost anyone could relate, knwing the joys and pains of any relationship, be it with family, friends, or spouses. I like how at the end, terms have been come to and the conclusion was you cannot change them, you cna only be you, and that you, are in fact, stronger. Great job! i enjoyed it!