Was it a dream?

Was it all a dream?
All those nights talking.
All those "i love you" 's.
Were they real?
Or just pigments of our imagination.
Was it love or just a sick joke?
Was it real?
Was that feeling really there?
Were you actually falling for me?
Was i really falling for you?
Was that look a real one or just another mask?
Were we in love?
Does it matter now?
The past is the past isnt that what we used to say?
But what if the past was your entire life?
What if the past was the only thing worth living for?
What if you were my life?
Would you come back?
Or just spit in my face?
Would you still love me?
Or would you just walk away like it never happened,
Like we never happened.
Did i give you anything?
Was i enough?
Or was i just a doll or a piece of s**t at your dissposal?
Did i mean anything to you?
Because i loved you and i know i did
And i thought you were the one
I thought i was going to be with you forever
Isnt that crazy?
Me and you forever?
Only a dreamer or a crazy person would think of that
But hey i was crazy,
Crazy in love with you.
I was crazy for an angel
Or so i thought
An angel wouldnt break someones heart.
That emotionless monster wasnt an angel,
That was a demon,
A heartless monster,
A ruthless killer.
If i knew it would come down to this i would have never given you my heart to break in the first place.
You ran me to the ground.
You left me there to bleed, to suffer, to die.
But why?
Did you care for me at all?
Did i mean anything to you?
Did i mean anything to the girl i loved?
I guess not.
I guess it was a dream...