Emotions in the drivers seat

You pull me in against my will,
I know you're not the one for me but i can't let go,
Your eyes, your smile, your very being, pull me closer,
I'm not sure if i'm in love or just being pulled into a trap,

We talk for hours,
You keep me up til the early hours of the morning,
I can't let you go and the same goes for you,
You call and say you miss me and i immediatly become your again,

It's a curse but a blessing,
This feeling i have for you,
Even if you told me you loved me,
i'm not sure if i could believe you,