Suddenly sitting up for the third time
Sweat rushing about at four in the morning
And from outside the birds observe another panicked early worm’s ritual
Every piece of crockery seems to suck up all of the dirt in existence
I can imagine the germs and filth fizzing on my fingers
I can almost see them mean, green and see through
They spread up every hair on my arms
They will eventually make their way to my mouth
And so I have to be sick all over again…
This explodes in my mind every time
So all plates in the kitchen must be cleaned in carefully organised patterns
Wiped in certain directions
Placed in their safe piles
A hundred times repeated if the process is interrupted
I feel that I have to look after each knife and fork
As all of my cutlery have names
They weren’t christened by me
It was whoever they were manufactured by
But this automatically gives them personalities:
Sterling,
Merriman,
S.J. Phillips,
Lawrence Block,
William Turner,
Robert Welch,
David Mellor,
Arthur Price,
Royal Doulton…only I can save everyone!
This may seem strange to you
But the fate of my family
Depends on where I place this spoon.