do this on my own

Listening to the words of a whispering voice,

Just laying alone, trying to make a choice.

So many thoughts as i stare at the wall,

Wondering how i can handle it all.

As the time passes, i end up a lot weaker,

Ehausted and afraid, but still very eager.

The sun beams through, its very bright,

My eyes feel strained from the lack of light.

Trying to figure out the future it might help me out,

With no one around, i scream and i shout.

Hating myself, calling myself names,

Low self-esteem, I'm no fortune or fame.

 

I don't want to rest, it'll be the same tomorrow,

Losing my breath, so empty and hollow.

Shaking body, trembling with fear,

Why can't i sing a real happy cheer.

Don't worry, i'll be fine,

I'll eventually forget these stupid thoughts of mine.

Maybe i just need to ask for help,

But im way to stubborn, i'll do this on my own.

One day... Somehow.

Author's Note

Its not too good tbh.