RiversA Poem by StephMichelleRunning into an old friend...
"Rivers run to and fro, beneath the branches of her lashes, staining her lids with black smudges, painting her cheeks with soft dashes. Along her gentle jawline, down her neck and to her chest, where the source of this flood pumps with aching pain, begging her brain to forget." Forget "You". Forget "Us". Forget "We". Funny how common conversation and the use of pronouns mocks the agony encased within my ribs. Locked up like a lethal weapon, a shameful secret, kept quiet, hushed, smothered, silenced to avoid disrupting the meticulous balance I've kept between my seemingly sincere smile and a warm "hello". Yes, all is well. As we engage in meaningless small talk, we lock eyes not for the sake of conversation,but for the sake of self gratification. Our gazes shift as one, shackling us in a tango lips moving rhythmically, pursed, pressed, the clicking of the tongue, chuckle, sigh, cough; careful pronunciation of every word to relay the message we really send. Oh that selfish glare! Every crease, every lash, every blink replays our story, telling everything we never allowed ourselves to say. Calm, cool, and collected I stay but inside I quake Cause your eyes keep telling me the promises we made... Stop it! I was trying to forget. It took all of me to break that gaze. And as our dance concludes and we say our goodbyes, my white knuckles clench as if physically fighting back the dam ready to burst within my chest. It is only when you're out of sight through my blurred vision that I let the acid rain fall from my eyes, staining my napkin as I desperately scribble: "Rivers run to and fro, beneath the branches of her lashes, staining her lids with black smudges, painting her cheeks with soft dashes..."
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Added on November 20, 2014 Last Updated on December 29, 2018 Tags: heartbreak, hurt, writing, poetry AuthorStephMichelleEaston, PAAboutComing from a rougher place I see my world in a broader perspective. My story is best told by poetry, and I enjoy sharing with those willing to listen. more..Writing
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