The boy part one

The boy wonders if other people don't care about god. If they don't care about usernames on the net, if they will never meet someone they met on-line, and they don't even know how to meet someone on-line. Do other other people check the same six or seven websites the way they check their fridge. Knowing that nothing new is there, but they are happy wasting their time anyway.

Do other people listen to music or do they just hear it? Can other people not hear a word or any instruments but still have favourite songs to just sit there and be with. Can they do the same with a person, with no words or with no movement, with simply being, or not simply being but complicatedly being with someone else?

Does anybody else think of a way to help people, but do nothing because they are too shy, or they have never been in a situation where someone could have been helped? The boy would gladly fight to stop a person from getting attacked, or would happily pay for someone's meal if that person did not have enough money. Is anybody else so sheltered that they honestly cannot do anything small to help someone else out. Or does anyone feel so ostracised from society that they cannot separate what they would do to help someone from what is socially acceptable to do to help someone? 

Does anyone else honestly not regret any of their past romances? The boy has learned something from everyone single on of his past romances and while ending the romances sucked, he is grateful that he has learned everything he has from them. He did not become a better man because of being hurt, but he learned more about himself, like that there are no better people, just different people from different places that think different and

that everybody is worth getting to know and being near. Does anyone else think about what everybody can learn if we all just let each other be with each other. Who knows what we can learn about ourselves by spending time with someone completely unrelated to us in every meaning imaginable. Imagine what we can learn by listening,