Advice

I've travelled the world and sailed upon it.

I've crossed huge seas

I went searching to find it

and it was I used to be.

My reason for living

My deeper meaning,

The reason to let go of my all my misgivings,

A way to give stop my disease from interfering.

She has always sat across from me

Just far enough not to touch.

I can not believe I did not see

I think this might be too much.

When you need to make a choice 

Flip a coin

In the second see it fall

You'll know what you want after all.