Me and myself

Being in love is a sweet and lovely feeling with butterflies in your stomach... That's what they say, thankfully I haven't felt that feeling, but as I see what they say is bullshit.What is actually is just being, depressed, stressed, jealous, because of the person you love.It seems you need to fight for love but actually love is fighting you...
That's what I was believing six years ago, now I just don't think any of that, I don't care actually anymore. I'm a person with no feelings, a person that's not a human, It's complicated even to me but that's how it is, yeah, I'm someone who wanted to have a normal life without a partner, I never asked much.
Why couldn't we normalize to not have a lover in our lifes. Now is just me and my loneliness, how did this happen, I destroyed myself to pieces like the people I loved did to my heart because they thought I was heartless...Now is me, myself and the voices in my head telling me something I should have done long ago, end this story because all stories end, like mine.

Author's Note

I'm new and this is my first short story writing here. I hope you like it even thought it seems weird to understand, the only thing that I can say is that people can't live alone without someone by their side and if it's so then life is miserable (sadly)

Reviews

[Arundass TP]

Beautifully written work. Loved it reading

[Dave W.]

I understand this, love feels amazing at on moment and then cruel the next, it brings you to high's you never knew you could reach and then low's you didn't know existed. It is a wave to ride out, don't let bitterness live in the place where love should be. Bitterness is a lense that sckews the world and blinds you. Things do get better.

[JessyJacob]

Hi,
Love shouldnt be a problem in life. Else life becomes a struggle. Everyone loves to have life not a struggle. Lovers adore each other. But if the expectations go in differemt way then it is never a love.
I wanted love from my man at the end of the day sustenance for life is not that makes you content. Only the feeling that you have someone who cares for you. How much ever selflessly we dedicate our life if the person doesnt understand to an extent to adore you then you will definitely feel lonely.

I reached to god when i felt i dont hav person who loves me. I started seeking him and evetually in my heart i made him my man. GOD also accepted me adored me more than me and been loving me as he knows my heart for me sincerity and selfless love to him.
Just remember you need someone by yourside else you will never be sustaining life how much ever means of luxury you have. Definitely if you dont find peace in people definitely you have love from Goddess/god, it is you that seeks definitely the god present how far in cosmos he will definitely reach you to love you and adore you.

Money pleasure may keep you busy but love is only thing people seek and need .

Sages wait for ages to seek love pf God. We foolishly think pleasure is love.

I definitely say you have love by your side because yoi have realised yourself. The other self is just around you, dont be lonely.


Love yourself and god will love you.

This is my life experience i just wrote here.

I am lonely too but not away from my man.yesterday i broke i didnt find a place to share and feel my own pain of struggle why god is testing me amd people are hurting me. I just was crying in auto thinking in home parents are there. I just thought will break my head on stone, as people cunning thoughts are hurting me. Time has passed my son turn to 13 does it mean pain is gone. I felt what promises were made and just washed in water as time passsed. People are young does it mean they are fit. Does age vanishes love in you. Then how come parents get bonded. Everything is in body pleasure, no family values. If that so then you dont need a family woman. Just a cigar with alcohol bag of money. A teenage girls to keep you errect and changing them as everyone gets old.

Dont mind my thoughts.

Struggles in life teaches you. If you cant learn from them no one can help you.

Jessy Jacob.

[Efxaris Arampatzi]

This story reveals such a true part in life that everyone goes through and we all feel so lonely. I do want to have someone by my side to love all the time but I'm not sure if I really do. I don't want to be controlled or anything and it's all such a weird feeling that your story has captured! You're an exceptional writer!

[Stella]

Thank you for reading my story Efxaris and having those thoughts I appreciate it!!

[lolan]

dude I can understand the emotions and struggles you have gone through 'cuz I know the feeling of how it hurts reading your story I could totally relate to each line of it. it felt like you read out my mind..!!!

[Stella]

Thank you for understanding I really appreciate it!!