Stop Crying

As I lay on my bed

My eyes closed

But unable to sleep

My mind wandering aimlessly

Thinking

Feeling

The emptiness and sadness in my heart

 

I feel the warm tears beneath my eyelids

My eyes tightly closed

Trying to resist the flow of tears

Unwilling to be a slave to such weakness

But yet want to cry out

My heart and my soul

Until I feel numb and cold

 

The tears leaked out from the corner of my eyes

Leaving a trail of tears on my cheek

My hands tremble

My heart feels as if it is ripped into shreds

My soul silently crying

 

I lay still

Waiting for the tears to dry

Feeling no emotion

As I drifted off to sleep

 

Perhaps tomorrow will be better ?