Dark Darkest Hour

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-bm7K4Hmi8

Art class carvings

The tiny blade in my hand

Sliding so effortlessly across the smooth limo 

Would anyone notice

What if the blade was to slip off the block 

And glide across my skin like a canoe 

Going through a silent lake

What if the blade was to disappear

When I ask to go to the bathroom

Would I be caught

Would they even realize

Probably not

They never noticed the pain I've been in

The emotional pain

The internal screaming

The wanting to run away from myself 

Why would they notice my physical pain

The only thing that makes me know I am real

One of the few things I can feel

Pain, the sharp sting 

The nerves twitching to tell you 

You are alive

To make you realize you are a person

Every person feels

So do you

Would anyone here notice

If I were to disappear?