Cutting Throat Note

Life worth living

Note from my baby self to me
You make me feel insuperior
I have no pretty shoes
I have no pretty dresses
I have no pretty jewelry
I'm a without it all
I'm a sticker on the wall
Stuck
In love
I have no pretty house
I have no pretty room
I have no pretty bed
I have no possessions
I am homeless
Always
I'm lost in this world
living
without
love
I have no pretty husband
I have no pretty boyfriend
I have no commitments
I am done with this world
I am
under ground
already
Consequence of living without
My home is within me
And I'm never
Alone
but I'm
always
In a perpetual
state of nothingness



"Just because I'm not dead doesn't mean I'm alive "
unknown author

Reviews

[Relic]

The feelings conveyed within this can probably be recognized by many. They just can't convey their feelings the way you can. Underground already...that walking dead kind of feeling is one I myself can relate to.

[Alessander]

For some reason, this reminded me of a Hole song.
Love the way it ended. It climaxed in a sort of nihilistic annihilation of self, of not only shedding the trappings of pretty shoes, dresses, jewelry and boyfriend, but of unraveling, not dying but evaporating into zen nothingness

And I'm never
Alone
but I'm
always
In a perpetual
state of nothingness