My mind plays tricks

My mind plays tricks

So to think of you my love breaking day and twilight
have I not skipped a single day?waiting , wanting , some small interaction
rewriting to get your attention
Im blind sighted, consistently misguided
and still...

Possession of great chase every characteristic, manner and grace
I continue to sustain this without substitution, without replacements
Can you not waste a little time ? give any precious chance?
so my strength and stamina
Carry me over and still....

All these days gone by the calendar counting
and yes, remains just out of reach
So with gratitude I must say
your transparency softens reality
it holds me fast and steady
I can not resist even though
your so very unavailable
and still...

You are mine every night, through the red light
In stories I tell myself and with great detail
my wandering thoughts flow temptation ever so present,
yet it is clear, this is so unreal and here I am still....

Souixsie Que 9/2013