This is not even a Heartbreak

Why even pretend that I' am happy
if I don't answer with a smile
there will be a disaster
As long as I play servant to Master
sweet and observant
your love so elusive ,
just an illusion
you make me hat e
and my heart is dismissed
I am a as a shadow of a ghost
I am over the slamming statement
sorry declarations
little arrows of degradations
I wish this was a wish I could wish away
He says
I'm an Angel
sent from above
Now its time for the one
that Ive always dreamed of

Souixsie 2011