4 years

Opening the hell to see if I have a soul

I am nothing for empty is everything- I no longer have a beating heart

because I took a beating and now I am dead

people see me smile but I am the devil. 

You can't level me to the ground 

I control hell now

It's a place where the dead fly 

And the gnashing of teeth 

Become swallowing flies 

And my father meet me there this time

My last memories were s****y

He died lying to me 

And the peace left the family 

To be honest 

There was no love from me

He told my family I knew he was dying

And no one thought I would be there

He's a liar and he died that way.

Author's Note

Writing just helps me cope