When Good Dreams Go Terribly Wrong

A Nightmare

I awoke after 3 hours of sleep with a weird feeling, but I was oh k enough to talk to the guys in the living room and ask them if they were almost finished playing D n D. They said yes and then I went back to bed. I fell into the most fucked up nightmare that I was REALLY THERE [those types of nightmares], but I haven't had one since I was a kid. I finally awoke from it because Chris shook me out of it and I was freaked. I got up and wandered the apt. for a sec or 2, then back to bed.....the part that I left off in continued itself......there was so much blood in it and I NEVER want to see another SAW movie again, that is what it reminded me of.

My Grandma [R.I.P.] was the victim in this nightmare and I can't remember now, but she was brutally murdered and it went on that she was a great astronomer [which I have no clue if she was] and she left codes in the attic room that my real brother, Chuck and my step brother David shared. [I have 5 step brothers and 1 blood related brother and 1 step sister...none of them appeared in this nightmare, except David turned into Kathie [step sister] when he put a wig on to do something, but that is confusing in its own right.......anyhow, so Chuck put together all these clues she left on sticky notes and popped them on the wall so he could line them up to decipher the message she left, well, turned out he put them on a weird crease and when we asked grandpa to come see what his beloved did, he pushed on the paper and Chuck said, wait, is there a shelf and sure enough there was and it led us to what I think she wanted us to see all along and that was a dusty old green [looked like a bank book or passport], a letter of some sort and there was something else...can't remember now. So with that and the coordinates that she left, there was a star we were looking for [I think] and then I woke up. Oh, did I mention the door came down on the steps to the attic and it had a barbed wire pull string and that I was pinned for the murder in my nightmare when it ended up being somebody else who did it [I think it was David or David dressed as Kathie.......can't remember which one] and my step dad was there too, he was just staring at all of this and not saying anything.

I woke up at 3a with my heart beating out of my chest. I mean I am still shaking.