Restitution

A Poem by Spyder

A description of a few of my past "releationships"

Dark skies
Just a few

Days long
Nights alone

Hundreds beside me
My one miles away

Dark skies
Though the sun burns bright

With another man
Yet she still tells me "I LOVE YOU"

After this what dreams
Will I live

Will we be together
Or can I forgive?

Dark skies
Tears in her eyes

My heart has let her go
But she still tells me "I LOVE YOU"

She holds on to
A thin web of lies

She still believes me
After everything I've done

Dark skies
Tears I've cried

I'm sorry for
The way it ended

You are beautiful
I was never worthy

Miles away from you
And still I whisper "I LOVE YOU"

Never forget me
Please forgive me

Dark skies
The fire outside

Sitting there
I felt myself

Falling for you
Telling myself

" I cant be
I'm with someone else"

But I know in my heart
I want to be with you

Dark skies
Commands in your eyes

Your slightest word
I fall to my knees

Begging you for
A touch, a smile , anything

One word from your lips
and I'll run to you

I've traveled miles upon
Miles to see you

Never regretting that
I cant forget that

Look in your eyes
The last time I saw you

No dark skies this time
Tears of joy only

Finally time for the truth
I never wanted you

I want nothing
To do with you

Stay away don't dull
My sunny day