Looking bank

I was at the airport today.I met some new Colombian people. We chatted,we drove around.,my mind was distracted somehow. I thought of him.My heart was heavy and it sunk. I thought of those moments we shared,how much they mean.Well,the meant more than gold to me. So happy they happened. I miss that.I wish he and I could be alone and together forever.So wishful,so innocent,so difficult. At least we happened at one point. I miss my dearest best friend. So much,it hurts..thinking of the other people in his life.He has a place in mine forever without a doubt. Take me back to 2014 our honeymoon phase..all so perfect,just a romantic haze..of love,hope and looking at each other face to face.When I met people from there..I think of how he came and changed everything.My bittersweet angel,forever grateful to him and to God..for he was brought into my life for a reason.Forever,not just a temporary season.