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At times I hate it,

Myself for what I had done.

I had let him touch me,

My first one.

Though the full act did not pass,

I felt as though purity was taking,

My solace was that he would be-

The first and the last...

How the things happened,

They were not in my favour,

Yet every moment,

With him I relished,I savoured.

I felt rejected at times,

Never I thought to do what I did,

My innocence tainted,

An error but sometimes with no regret.

All that is certain is that I love him,

With all my heart,

Always did I from the very start,

But I look at what I did and I don't feel smart...

At the time I was focused on him,

Who robbed me of my heart...

It's all confusing,it really is true,

Cause I lament of semi-innocence,

But if I have him in front...oh what I'd do!

This man whom I love,

Who makes me crazy,

Whom I pardon,

Whom is amazing