Thinking of him

 And it's been eleven months,

 It's been tears and lies,

Happiness and smiles,

With tears in my eyes

I speak to him,

We are close for awhile,

He still has the power,

To make me lurch,

To long for our moments..my first.

I can only just pray,

To God,I love him,

That's what matters,

That's what I always say.

Even though there was bad,

There was a lot of good.

Would freeze time if I could,

But our future still lies,

I hope we will be together for lifetimes.

His laugh makes me warm inside,

His talks and his words,

His hums and sarcasm,

His love takes me out of the world.

Every time,I realize how much I love him,

I always desire for him to feel the same,

But he is in my heart and that connection is main.

Jealous of anyone else in your life,

Know that I wish to be your wife.