HATE

 I hate my life,

I hate myself

I hate what I did

I hate how it ended

I hate how I am broken

I hate feeling used,

 Betrayed hurt and hate

I have theorectical bullshit 

About having faith

Life was nothing before

Now it's nothing after

Improved but an emotional disaster

Doubt ,regret and pain'

Doing all for love and lost it in vain