Ever so often

Do you ever think of me anymore N.D.L.C Te amo con todo mi corazon,por siempre.

And ever so often you run on my mind,

How things were happy and now simply fine.

Ever so often I sit to do Spanish alone,

I check for your message on my phone.

Ever so often I reminisce on your lips,

Of your strong hands,caressed on my hips.

I remember our good and mainly the bad,

Hopeless future,I feel frustrated and sad.

And ever so often,I gain a surge of hope,

And the thought of your happiness helps me cope.

Ever so often I feel helpless and crazy,

How I lie in bed and cry lazily.

Ever so often I reminisce on our first kiss,

How you bundled my body and heart in a twist,

And how 10 months later into the year,

Loving you more and more,not being with you again I fear.

And ever so often I think to accept,

Time was of the essences,on us it crept.

And maybe nothing was ever truly real,

But my life with you was amazing and always surreal.