Dear God

It's been awhile,but I had much to say,

Why cant you bring me love and let him stay?

I always feeling happy,but then sad,

He treats me well,then so bad.

I meet the person and thinks he's the one,

Sweet words,lovely memories and fun,

After awhile,it disintegrates and it's done,

Then I weep for long nights,thinking he's the one.

It was different this time,yet the very same,

It was the first relationship,I loved and I get blame.

I had more memories than with the others,

Thus I cry til my body and heart shudders.

I am fed up of having to say goodbye,

Having to move on..just beginning to try.

Wanting it to work out and you don't permit,

I sometimes wonder if it's better to quit.

I love this one more than anything,

But with free will,to me-hurt he brings.

You can make him stop,you can make him change,

But I get the good old,,let it be,for you'll become deranged.