After it all

After it all...

I'm still addicted to you.

All night,but I close my eyes and see you.

Unsure,but only for me we were real,

A bit of your sweet worlds,life becomes surreal.

I know it's over,I lost my hope,

You lost me,you're the one to mope.

Yet it is the other way around and I don't know why,

Fight for me,win me back..God please let him try!.

But he's a man and Colombian at that,

I need no thoughts,it's the sadistic fact.

I want one,he wants another,or many.

Tell me,why because of this,my heart is so heavy?

Everyday I say it's time to move on,

Yet at the back of my mind,I cry and mourn.

I know that this is experience,such is life,

I love the traitor,who stabbed my heart with a knife.