I know it's over

When you said you have her,

My heart dropped,I began to shiver.

I cried and cried and cried,

I felt deceived,I believed lies.

But two days later,

You haven't left my mind.

I listen to music,and I cry,

But with a sense of peace I smile.

At one point,it was all real,

It was you and I,

Moments we both conceived,

The beginning and end,cannot believe.

But I was happy and so sad,

Insecure,hurt angry and mad.

Knew this from the start,

But it was a pleasure for you to break my heart.

My colombian man,

The pain I had and have to withstand.

Worth every second,of every tear.

Fond memories of us I have to bare.

Unsure if we will ever be friends again,

Whether time is something we can ever spend.

Knowing there will be someone else,

But at one point,my heart-you did possess.

Cheers to the moments we had and the ones we couldn't

The things we did and the fights we shouldn't.

In this life,the love is a game,

My heart you had,my emotions in vain.

You may realize one day,

I was a good woman,urged you to stay.

We make bad decisions and mistakes,

Your name on the pieces of my heart you did break.

I forgive you and I regret nothing.You appeared in a time when I was desperate for happiness and I am forever grateful. I love you and it will never change..but with hurt and time,subconsciously,it will begin to fade.It feels like yesterday,we had all these plans..but I still remember the smiles and never will I remove the bracelet of your love from my hands.