Helpless

I love you,

But I know I can't have you.

You don't want me,

i must live with this.

I must accept,

I must stop thinking,

About all our moments,

I must try to stop crying.

It is just so difficult to say goodbye,

To imagine I want you all of life,

And how you wont even try,

I must let you be happy.

I want you happy and free,

Successful in life,

That is the most important..

I love you and it pains

My body quivers,

It hurts in my veins,

I dream of you day and night,

I close my eyes,you're always in sight.

Afraid to text or to call,

Desperate and vulnerable,

Afraid to disturb,

I am just another...losing hope