Forced to let go

They said the first won't last,

That this too,will come to pass.

They said I'm young and naive,

Academics was all I had to achieve.

They said I would get better in time,

They said one day,I will be fine.

Today I let go,not by choice,

By ignoring my heart and inner voice.

I can no longer reminisce,

Or cogitate our moments of bliss.

It is me,just alone,sad,miserable soul.

Forced to smile and pretend,

We were never lovers,

Apparently just good friends.

I have to let my feelings die,

Say goodbye to future hopes and tries.

How you moved on so fast,

While I look on aghast.

Never planning to forget,

My love,my heart,my forced regret.

What can I do now,I face this alone.

I heard the negatives,

But believed we could try,

If love is strong enough,

Never will it die.

Aware you were only here just for awhile.

But how abruptly things changed,

Gave you all,love made me deranged.

Feelings of hurt bruised inside.

Covered in a pillow,

Wallowing in tears and sighs.

I didn't want us to end,

Such is the mierda my friend.

You with the others,

Oh the bliss,

Never beg you to stay-will I insist.

Your life,you made your choice,

I stand strong,

Though my cheeks are moist.

I believe what we had was real,

Something that was beautiful,now without feel.

In my heart the moment lies,

But I will forget before I die.

The pain that is just too real,

Dying for you to me mine,

Me to be yours..life is bullshit,love is the cause.