Mon ami

I tell myself. If it's meant to happen,it will find a way. Yet I know deep down it won't.So I brace myself with grace and whole-heartedly say,the pleasure of your company at one time was great."

He looks,

But he does not notice

the twinkle of my eye,

my nervous crinkled smile.

For he is unique,

different than any other

I see him approaching

And I start to stutter

Religious,patient,loving and kind-

When I see him,

The word heaven comes to mind.

A friend and so much more

Recently-we met,

but you-oh how I adore

You are truly blessed-

full of etiquette and grace

You are  most definitely-

a paradox to this world of haste.

So much I'd like to say,

But I know that I can't.

Not to you,

Cause you have her,

Cause I have respect

But with you never knowing,

Life will be embodied by my regret.

I want to tell you how much I care,

How whenever you're around all I do is stare

You came into my life as a stranger,

You came when I needed a friend..

Yet now I'm grateful for every minute,every hour we spend.

The timing is not ours,

The timing is not mine...

For I see how he smiles,

When she's in front of  his eyes.

I will dare not hate her,

Or show no envy

Robbed of a chance...

Gracefully-o please,show me some empathy.

He is  not my type,

For I no longer have one..

You're a man of powerful words,

A broken...but refined soul,

You are precious,metallic antimatter

Embodied in gold.

Brought me closer to God,

Rejuvenated my heart and soul..

Restored my hope,restored my faith.

Taught me this world is not about hate.

For that I cannot forget,

You changed me,my perspective and I

I shall only hope our paths would always coincide.

I wait for the day

That I can really tell you how I feel,

Once was not good enough,

It was stated,but lacking in zeal.

What can I expect you to do?

Not much,for you have done enough,

You are not the most handsome,you are not even buff.

But you are more beautiful inside and out!

The power you have- from smile to pout

It is indeed painful to care,

My emotional state-too sacred

Too tolerant,but bare 

Friendly with everyone,

I wish it was just me.

I wish you can see..how this companionship,this friendship-

-O how it significantly effects me.

I said to you once

And I'll say to you again

Life is tragic,but it is beautiful pain.

I want to always speak,

You said find more friends,

But it's only you I desire to seek

Truly blessed to have a person like you

Wise,loving,Kind and Calm

The lingering feeling of your palms.

I love you as a friend...

Maybe be even more.

Heart on my hand

But it left me to soar.

Maybe one day,

you can possibly care

That day will never arrive-

Indeed the possibility I fear.

Care in the way that I want,

To be the only girl you taunt

To be the one that always makes you smile

To be the other partner in your mission-

to figure out what is this challenge called life.

One can only dream,

I understand you beneath the surface,

Beyond of what you seem-

A  wondrous soul that beams.

Reviews

[♔ CrownedDevil &#..]

Beautiful just beautiful. Amazing write.

Kaze~