Waiting for him

Does he exist?

He speaks to me,

but do I listen?

He looks,he smiles-but what does he think?

Is he happy..is he impressed?

Or am I the one that expects him to be that way,to feel that way?

Am I crazy? out of my mind to want you?

Or am I kidding myself that I think you want me to?

The way he smiles at me,

the way you compliments me -

Is it a strategy? Is it just my insecurity?

Or is it just me...

Should I want to see him again after just a few convos?

Should I go to bed smiling,cause I met him?

Am I causing pain to myself?

Am I weak..or am I just human?

Is it my innocence,my youth that makes me feel this way?

That he could be the one,

That we can have a future?

That he could mean what he says?

That I could automatically believe him?

Perhaps it's his handsome physique,

his brown eyes and his luscious lips.

Perhaps its the chiseled abs,

the dark brown hair.

Or is it because I want you to look like that...

To look like that and to be funny,smart and sweet...

Could you really perfect?

Everyone may have flaws..perhaps the biggest one-

You won't fall for me,

We may or may not ever meet,

And if we do...could we become something?

Something more than friends?

Or is it life being unfair?

That too beautiful people with good hearts and good looks,

could never be...

Is it stereotype?

Is it possible?

For if it is..

I am waiting,

Day and Night.

I am waiting for you..

To hold me,to smile at me

To want our relationship to blossom,

For our love to never fade.

For our interests to be different but one day be the same.

I want you-

To speak in foreign languages for me,

I want us to love and go to the beaches often,

To travel,to embrace nature.

I want you..so I can smile through my problems,

I want your assurance,

but mostly I want you,

So I can learn to trust..to find faith.

To realize that the perfect man does exist,

To realize that my pain and sufferings by deceitful boys were not worth it.

I hope to meet you one day...

I hope you will be better than I imagine,

I hope I won't be disappointed.

I am waiting.

Reviews

[♔ CrownedDevil &#..]

I really like poem. I'm sure we will all find our dream guy/ girl one day.

Kaze~

[Talesha]

We definitely will :)

[♔ CrownedDevil ☾]

It may take some time, but I reckon we all will find our soul-mates. :)

[Talesha]

Cheers to that :)

[♔ CrownedDevil ☾]

Hahaha :)

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