Apathy

It's grey and it's dark
The world without spark.
I should really be happy
Instead of so sappy.
I shouldn't feel sadness
Even with your absence.
It shouldn't matter
This or the latter
But here I am again
Sad with no soon end.
Miserable because of me
Hard to know, hard to see.
Over and over and over
Just like the lonely space rover.
It doesn't matter, never did
Away I go. Adieu, I bid.
Dramatic at best
Spontaneous rest.