Alone

I feel so alone I dont know why. I long to be held for my life is so short. What can I do? Just let it pass by? I feel so alone sometimes that I think I might just die.But I hold out for those who love I know will surly miss me. But can I hold on much longer? For the hole in my heart grows so much bigger. I am missing something a very big piece to the puzzle. I am lost, I am confused, I am so alone in this darkened world. Wat is it that I need? I know i am loved but can it be? Do u truly love me or r u using me? How can I trust those around me? I have been hurt way to many times. I am so lost and alone I cannot be found. People in school push me and shove me. Now I know how they truly feel about me but can it be that I am not meant to be? What is my purpose here on earth? Was I placed here to let pple hurt me or was I placed her just to be deleted from this earth. I have tried to help others but they push me away. I am done now for I have given up on caring. I no longer care.