Burden

I long to be held.in anothers arms. i long to tell one of my deepest secrets. I am afraid that if I do they will reject me. What am I to do? I have no place to go no one to turn to, my heart is turning blacker than dark. My dad scares the f**k out of me only b/c he can't seem to see me. I try and i try to reach out to him but i always withdrawl b/c of him. His anger is horrid and his threats are lame. But he scares me b/c of a secret he shared. I wish he had never told me but now I carry this burden. I never can stick up to him no matter how hard I try. WIll anyone help me? Or am I just to be left alone to die.