War of substanceA Poem by R_elleinadThe art of addiction & pain
Alcoholic adolescent
I can't remember a mind of sober time. I should have overdosed in those lines Racked out and flat lined. Call it Rick James at his prime. Pipe drunk in a mental race. Drifting off into the black glorifying these pharmaceuticals. It's my adrenaline that keeps me conscious. Anxiously awaiting the chance to browse the many mysteries of earth. The dark caves began to cave in; gazing into the speck of sunlight that jolts down like a thunderbolt. Except it's a rainbow of sunshine AND Mary-Jane is by my side. F**k! am I on cloud high Hallucinating? I've always wanted to take a psychedelic trip soaring in angel dust like a magic carpet ride. Just a dream vanished and Awake yet a new day. My beautiful world shared of imagination shattered in reality. I fein for ecstasy in numbing © 2020 R_elleinadAuthor's Note
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Added on March 1, 2020 Last Updated on March 1, 2020 Tags: Substance abuse, pain, sorrow, addiction, illusion AuthorR_elleinadElk Grove , CAAboutThis is a new process for me. Acknowledging my emotions and learning to express them directly and honestly. Still struggling with verbalizing I have found a positive outlet in writing. Throwing myself.. more..Writing
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