Boxes (A Dumb Little Love Story)A Story by Brandon MarleauThis is honestly one of the dumbest things I have ever written, and for some reason I took time out of my day to finish it up and give it revisions.No
space. No breaks. It wasn’t exactly a life for one who wanted to be open with
their world. She was sad, broken and hindered from what she wanted to do, and
the most exciting her day could have possibly been was during her job as a
secretary in the city. All
day it seemed to be nothing but staples, paper, filing, telephone calls and
other such activities. And as stated before, it was not the life of girl who
wanted everything but had nothing. And it seemed that there was always
something inside her that wanted more. Wanted more adventure and excitement in
something that wasn’t required for her life. Mediocre
would be the word to describe her situation. She lived in a mediocre apartment
from her mediocre job, with a mediocre phone and mediocre clothes. The only
thing that seemed to be outstanding with her life was her looks; her beauty.
Over the years, she felt the need to compensate for her off-putting personality
with beauty, though it always seemed to be there, waiting for her to unlock. Today
was a lazy day, and though she was at work, those who had seen her would say
she looked simply disheveled. Her hair was slightly astray, yet every other day
it was in perfect condition and her clothes had a slight ruffle to them despite
being designer. The glasses she wore were askew and it looked as if she had
simply rolled out of bed and tumbled down the street to get to work. Her boss
said nothing about this, though, as he valued her as a secretary far too much.
Despite her distant love for adventure, it was true that this woman was quite
avid at her secretarial duties. Every file was always in its place, every
sticky note always on the correct paperwork. There were never stray staples, as
it seemed she always hit her mark on every account. Her voice was smooth and
perfect for taking phone calls in the place of her boss, who merely sat a few
rooms away in a desk twice the size of hers. Yes,
she was good at her job. And sometimes she wished it weren’t true. Almost as if
she was born to be a secretary and yet she just couldn’t stand the thought. It
was cloudy that day, all the buildings appeared to be made of granite in the
dull glow of the pale sky. The sun would have made her look more appealing,
most certainly, even though she never needed help when it came to attracting
men. This
girl had long black hair that was perfectly straight on all accounts. She
possessed a small and angular mouth that could only open wide when she was
angry, and that emotion so rarely invaded her features. Her eyes were the
perfect shade of green, like an apple tree on the top of a sunny hill. Her skin
was pale and smooth, almost completely hairless. By all accounts this woman was
completely angelic in her own twisted way. Till
the day she had gotten the job as a secretary she couldn’t quite figure out why
she had turned down so many men, as many were quite acceptable in facial
features and personality. Some of them had just suggested being friends after
meeting her and yet she pushed them all away. It was confusing, her necessity
to be alone. There was never a time when she had brought friends, even in
school. But she could scarcely remember her school years, and until recently
had never thought of them as times of any pleasure other than learning. And
even in that aspect she had done the most minimal amount of flaunting. She
figured the only way to hide from the prying fingers of men was to look like a
homeless person. In her bag, that currently rested around the back of her
swivel chair behind her desk was a small sweatshirt; torn in almost every area
and stained with bleach from the time she had bleached her hair in seventh
grade. Underneath this sweatshirt was a pair of muddy jeans from the time she
had gone hiking on a whim a few years before. She had yet to wash them, and
treasured the earthy scent. And beneath those was a pair of old sneakers,
blackened from a fire she had inadvertently started when she was sixteen. These
were her choices of equipment for wearing out in public. Even her glasses could
be reverted to a form of sunglasses if she switched the lenses, though she had
lost those a few days before. The
day had been going for a while now, and she had been at work for a good two
hours, sorting papers that had been delivered to the office and stapling them
together when it was necessary. A few of them required a signature from her
boss before they could be sorted and mailed out. She
had never read these papers, and even upon working as a secretary for the same
company for over three years, she couldn’t quite remember exactly what the
company did in terms of services to people of the city and possible beyond, as
the building itself was tall and coated in black glass. “Tamada?
Can you bring the blue file?” She heard a squeaky voice from down the hall as
her boss stuck his head out of his office door and stared at her with his wide
eyes. “Yes,
sir.” She stood up and snatched up a blue folder from the right of her desk.
She had not yet to file this one completely and also bent to pick up the stray
papers from the file that she had just stapled together. She slid from behind
her chair and desk before listening to her shoes clack on the glossy floor
underneath as she made her way down the hallway. “Ah.
Thank you. There will be no need to file the rest of it, dear.” He smiled in
his devious way before shutting his door in her face. This was her boss. Mr.
Mach. He was a short man and rarely came out of his office due to his
proportions. He had gotten the curse of his family and obtained a very round
belly with dark skin and short legs, and when he sat down on his chair, which
needed to be rose up off the ground so he could reach his desk, he looked quite
similar to a basketball. His
face was slightly twisted, and he looked as if in a perpetual state of
frustration, as every time he struggled to get off his chair and walk to his
door his face took on a strong crimson. His smile always seemed evil, as if he
was planning his enemy’s demise every moment of every day. But despite these
unfavorable qualities, Mr. Mach was a friendly man, and greatly respected
Tamada for the work she did around the office. Tamada
was now at her desk and had begun to answer company emails, as the phone hadn’t
rang for the past hour. It was a slow day, and only two walk-in customers had
come through the big glass doors. Tamada was quite relieved, and only
understood how difficult it was for her to work under her current state of mind
and fatigue. “Tamada,
dear?” An older woman wearing a skirt far too tight for her thighs stepped
loudly up to Tamada’s desk and put a piece of paper down. This woman was Mrs.
Faust, and she seemed to be in an increased state of paranoia, as usual. She
shifted the paper on the desk to make it straight, the title facing Tamada and
she smiled nervously. “I need this to be filed under F-G-H. The client isn’t
quite happy with his shipment and it needs to be redone.” She shivered as she
seemed to recall an angry phone call from a very loud man. “I just don’t want
to cause anymore inconvenience. “Oh,
sure.” Tamada put on her fake smile and wheeled her chair around to the filing
cabinets behind her desk, taking the sheet of paper and opening up the F-G-H
drawer. The name was Richard Greene, and he had apparently ordered a shipment
of… “Dear,
please be careful with that page. It needs to stay in pristine condition for
Mr. Greene.” Mrs. Faust shivered once more as Tamada carefully placed the page
inside the drawer and gingerly slid it shut. “No
problem, then.” She turned back and smiled at Mrs. Faust as a look of relief
came over her face as if some kind of frightening experience had just passed
over her head. “Thank
you, dear.” She turned on her heel and clicked her way back down the hallway,
her thighs making an unsettling squelching noise from behind the skintight
skirt. Mrs.
Faust was a nice lady, always in an unending state of nervousness and
irritation, like the roof was about to fall on her head at all times of the
day. She often didn’t take very well to being yelled at, and every call she
screwed up, she was faced with one of her great fears. And she seemed to screw
up at least three times a week. Tamada
was grateful now that she was down the hall and back in her office, and she
began to head back to the computer to answer more office emails. It was only
when she looked up at the clock an hour later that she realized she only had
another thirty minutes left in work, and the thought brought an excitable jolt
to the base of her stomach. Now
she could go home and sit back on her fancy couch and eat her microwavable
dinner and watch her shows before falling asleep at exactly 11:00 on the couch
recliner to wake up the next day at 8:00. She had her days carefully planned,
each time something was out of order, it was like someone had died. That was
single paranoia she shared with Mrs. Faust: the fear that something would go
wrong. Despite hating her job, secretarial duties suited her overheated OCD,
and if her routines were ever messed with, she would get increasingly anxious
and irritable to the point where she would make sure everything was done with
perfection every thirty seconds. It was all very tiring, though, and it took a
toll on her well-being. It
was time now, the clock struck 6:00 and she closed her computer out, locked the
files behind her, straightened the stray papers on her desk and put them beside
the printer, placed her stapler and pencil in a drawer to the left of her desk,
and grabbed her coat and purse. She crossed the room and pressed a small button
on the bottom of a keypad with a small card at the bottom. She signed out at
6:01 and left the building after calling a swift goodbye to Mr. Mach before
shoving the glass door open and out onto the slightly damp city streets to walk
home a few blocks away. Tamada
had a car, but almost never used it, as all the destinations she had ever needed
to go were all within walking distance from her apartment twenty stories up.
Her heels made light clicking noises on the ground as small droplets of the
previous morning’s rain splashed upward, dampening the back of her heel. It
was always a short walk, and in just a few minutes she had reached the lobby of
her apartment building, a large and orange-tinged marble room that looked
similar to Grand Central Station. Up on the walls were small figures of cherubs
and such holding little scrolls and writing names down, not bothering to cover
up the obvious private parts that bothered Tamada greatly. Her heels clicked
loudly on this floor, and the man behind the desk smiled at her as she passed.
She pressed a small button on the bottom of the elevator buttons to signal
which floor she needed to be taken to and she immediately stepped in through
the grates and onto the metal floor of the elevator. Below
she could see clearly the floor of the elevator, ugly and metallic and painful
to look at. The ceiling of the elevator, however, was dimly yellow with a small
light in the middle that hid the hatch to lead upward to the cords. She pressed
one more button and up she went, watching the numbers fly upward to twenty. Never
be in the wrong place at the wrong time, which was something she lived by,
though she was often put in a place where it was broken. One of these times was
now, as the elevator doors slid open she saw a man standing there with a set of
books in his hand. Altogether this man was mildly attractive, his hair was long
and pulled back in a ponytail and he was tall with slim features. This was
Tamada’s neighbor from across the hall. And he was the only man to never
express outright interest in Tamada. For some reason, this deeply frightened
her. His
name was Dave, and besides passing smiles or nods in the hallway, he had never
advanced on Tamada. He had never moved forward to get into her pants or show
any interest in her life like any other man that had crossed her path. At one
point she considered that he may have been gay. She had accepted this during a
time, and had gone through the hallways of her building perfectly content with
this assumption. But
one day Tamada saw Dave with a girl, their fingers entangled in the other’s and
saw them kissing vigorously as they made their way to his door. That crossed
out her comforting theory. And now Tamada was stuck knowing that a straight man
lived across from her and hadn’t attempted an advance. In one way she
appreciated this, in another it irked her greatly. Dave
smiled his sideways smile that he usually greeted her with before stepping into
the elevator as she stepped out, glaring at herself and trying to figure out
what part of her wasn’t good enough for a mediocre man like Dave. To her
knowledge, he wasn’t in a relationship, and had seen the woman leave the next
morning, the perfect case of a one night stand. She
smiled back and turned her head slightly to see him rifling through his pile of
books rather than staring at her a*s, which was something many men had taken to
doing when she passed. Tamada couldn’t figure it out. It was simply one of the
mysteries in life that made her attempt to rethink her life and the direction
it was headed. The
elevator door closed and she took a right down the hallway to her room. She
paused and looked at Dave’s door in frustration before slamming the key into
her own, twisting with vigorous anger before shutting the door loudly behind
her. Her
apartment had the feeling of deep serenity and cleanliness. Though Tamada never
had guests, her home always had the feeling as if it had been recently
freshened up to welcome visitors. Her walls were a cream color and the carpet
was stark white with a small rectangular rug underneath a glass coffee table in
front of the eggshell couch. The couch was curved at one end and snaked along
the wall to face the large black-framed television set that was mounted on the
wall above the fireplace. To the right of the fireplace was a sliding glass
door that led to a balcony, where Tamada frequently went to sit outside and
read her books. In
the corner of the room, behind the couch and hidden from view seemed to be the
only part of the apartment that was unkempt. A pile of boxes rested there,
unlabeled and not marked in any way. Tamada had always forgotten to open these
boxes, and never failed to simply leave them there like a dark spot on her perfect
room. There was some kind of mental blockage that prevented her from fixing
this small problem, like a little voice in her mind that told her not to mess
with the boxes. She
stepped inside and moved to the side, placing her purse on the little table
beside her front door. She hung up her keys on the little rack and placed her
coat on an umbrella that was propped up in the corner. Kicking off her shoes,
she moved over to the other side of the room and crossed down the hallway to
get to her bedroom door, which was now wide open, though she had closed it when
she left. But
she seemed unperturbed by this, and brushed it off, just the same as she
brushed out her slightly damp hair when she walked into the bathroom to be
greeted by her cat, who was curled up in the sink. “Midas!”
She looked at her cat, a beautiful bright orange and yellow tabby with long and
slender legs and tall, widened ears. His eyes were the purest blue that blue
could ever go. He
made a soft mew and stood up from the sink, stretching his legs, his body
slightly shivering as he stood up to his fullest height to stretch his back and
legs. He looked at Tamada and stared for a moment before leaning over and
nibbling on her index finger lovingly. This
cat was the only creature on earth that could make Tamada happy and since the
day she found him wandering, alone and broken on the streets below her
apartment building, she had immediately fallen in love. He
made another mew and jumped off the counter and onto the floor and began to
snake between Tamada’s legs with a loud purr every step he took. “I still don’t
understand how you figured out how to open my door.” She shook her head and
smiled at Midas, a sincere and warm smile, a smile that rarely came over her
expression. So little she smiled in this way that her cheeks had begun to hurt
with the strain. She brushed out the rest of her hair and placed the comb down
on the counter before turning back to the bedroom to undress and get into her
more comfortable home attire, all of which involved gray sweatpants and
sweatshirts and a pair of sky blue slippers. It
took her merely a moment to dig up her leisure clothes before she stepped back
down the hallway with Midas following closely at her heel, purring all the way.
She rounded a corner and turned to the kitchen, where there rested a small
cupboard with a box of vanilla cookies. This was to be her pre-dinner snack.
Dinner, which was waiting in the freezer, was to be small microwaveable
lasagna, her favorite in the frozen dinner department. She
then sat down on the couch noiselessly and picked up the remote which was now
rested perfectly on the arm of the couch. This
was Tamada’s night. This was her routine, the way she went about her day, every
day, for the past couple years. Some would consider it monotonous; others would
call it smart, as she was financially stable despite her ordinary job. But this
was how she was content for the worthwhile. This is how she remained calm even
in the voice and urges inside her told her that she needed more adventure. Even
as she smiled in happiness as Midas crawled onto her lap. For
hours she sat there, waiting for the clock to strike 11:00 so she could curl
herself up on the couch with Midas in the middle of her torso to await the next
day’s events. These events were always similar, always repetitive, never
exciting. The
next day was sunnier than before, and she awoke to the golden rays of light
slashing at her eyeballs and her forehead. It was 7:30. Half an hour before she
normally woke up, but this she simply assumed was the sunlight on her face.
Midas was no longer curled up beside her, but was now standing next to the
window and staring outward at the dreary streets, now completely clear of the
previous night’s rain. “Good
morning, Midas.” She sat up and stretched, looking at the cat as he turned and
mewed before prancing in her direction. The lights were no longer on, as she
drearily remembered standing up to turn them off. The TV wasn’t on anymore, but
was hanging on a blue screen with a little label at the bottom that said, “No
Connection Found”. “Did
you sit on the remote again?” She chuckled at the cat as he hopped up onto the
couch and nudged the side of her face with his nose. “I’m assuming that’s a
yes?” She smiled brightly at the cat before lifting him gently off the couch
and putting him on the floor. It had been over a day since she last showered,
and she figured it was time to wash off some of the dirt that had no doubt
accumulated in her hair. For
some reason, she woke on this day with a feeling of strange elation. It may
have been the sun; it may have been Midas’ greeting. But she felt it was one of
those days when she would dress her best. And so she did. She
took a shower, put on light amounts of makeup, and wore her best shoes and
clothes, pinning her little nametag from the office directly to her chest. She
walked into the kitchen and brought down a small breakfast bar, one that she
devoured quickly and hungrily before turning to Midas and pouring him some of
his cat food into a small bowl in the crook of the counter. “I’ll
be home in a little while, sweetie.” She said as she opened the door and turned
to walk down the hallway. And if there was one thing that could ruin her day as
it stood, almost in waiting across the hall, it was Dave. He was dressed
smartly, but casually in a button-up shirt, a gray jacket draped over his arm, and
a pair of jeans. There was a small chain hanging from his belt loop into his
right jeans pocket, which Tamada knew was his silver pocket watch. She had seen
him pulling it out during elevator rides. She had always found it quite
idiotic, as almost everyone nowadays had some sort of digital means of checking
the time, and she found it very old-fashioned of him to be carrying a pocket
watch of all things. But nonetheless, he brought it everywhere. He
smiled his sideways smile at her like every single time they passed each other
and turned back to his door to lock it up, just the same as Tamada. “You
know. I hear you talking to someone in there every morning. But I’ve never seen
anyone leave.” Dave, for the first time since the time she had moved in, had
talked to Tamada. She
was so taken aback for the moment that she nearly forgot how to speak, and
simply stood there for a solid ten seconds with an expression of pure and utter
shock on her face, her mouth hanging slight agape. “I…” She looked up and down
the hallway to see if anyone else had heard him speak. “I… just say goodbye to
my cat in the morning.” She smiled at the thought of Midas and immediately
looked away as Dave checked the time on his little dumb pocket watch. The watch
itself looked to be pure silver with a small engraving on the front lid, a rose
surrounded by bristles. The numbers were labeled in roman numerals and the
hands were carved to look like straight stalks of thorns. It
was, actually, a very pretty watch. But it didn’t change her mentality that it
was idiotic and a very archaic fashion, especially in America, to carry a
pocket watch. “A
cat, huh?” Dave smiled and put the watch back in his pocket before beginning to
walk down the hall toward the elevator. “I love cats.” He chuckled and smiled
as he pressed the DOWN button on the elevator call. “Me,
too. I actually found him on the streets about a year ago. He was almost dead.”
She spoke in a slight monotone, almost like she was reciting the story for the
thousandth time even though she had never told anyone, ever. “That’s
nice of you. Not many would be willing to just take a cat off the streets in
this city. Most of them are feral.” Dave suddenly took on a look of concern, as
if he had begun to think of every abandoned cat in the world all at once. “Yes,
well. He was still just a kitten, so he hadn’t been subjected to the wild for
very long.” She stared at the elevator. “He’s actually the sweetest creature
you could ever come across.” She smiled to herself as she thought of Midas and
how he had grown as an animal of the streets to a house pet with incredible
ease. The
elevator came and made a small chime sound as they both stepped inside. Dave,
closest to the buttons, pressed the lobby button and stepped back, beside
Tamada. “You’re looking nice today. What’s the occasion?” He looked at Tamada
for a moment, keeping his eyes purely on hers, no motive to even move them
slightly lower to an area that many men were drawn to almost immediately. “I’m
not sure.” Tamada thought for a moment. “I suppose I’m just in a good mood.”
She thought about the implication she was sure he was making at the rarity of
her dress code, but thought not to comment on it. If this was to be the first
in a long line of conversations with Dave, then she didn’t quite want to scare
him off. Dave
chuckled. “It doesn’t quite sound like it.” He looked down to his shoes, long
boot-like things, maybe a full foot in length with black laces. He knew that
Tamada was never happy to see him, though he couldn’t quite figure out why.
Maybe it was the way he portrayed himself. Maybe it was the time she had seen
him and Mindy kissing in the hallway. Maybe she was just upset that he had never
made an advance on her and was offended in some way. “Why
do you dislike me?” Dave turned suddenly and looked at Tamada, who was so
startled by the question that she jumped slightly. Dave had always been one to
speak his mind, and never hesitated to ask a question that he thought needed to
be asked. If he wanted a question answered, he would have it answered. “I
don’t.” Tamada almost immediately said. “I
love when people lie to me. It gives me more of a perspective on the human
brain.” “I’m
not lying.” Tamada turned and looked sincerely over to Dave, at his face and
his long dirty-blonde hair that fell down to the middle of his back in the
ponytail. She looked at his eyes, dark and brown and his nose, curved slightly
downward. His teeth, canines pointed at a strange angle. But that smile. There
was something about his smile that always made Tamada feel slightly warm
inside. “Well.
I think you are.” He chuckled once more before stepping off the elevator
suddenly. Tamada hadn’t even noticed the stop; she was too busy analyzing every
aspect of this man. “Well.
I’m not.” She smiled as Dave laughed, his teeth showing. Despite being a little
odd in the front, he had a very cute smile. “I’m
sure.” He smiled once more and turned to go. “I’ll see you later, little liar.”
He waved his hand behind his head before parting the building through a side
door, leaving Tamada to stand there in stunned silence. She laughed out loud
once more and began to think. Was that the advance she was always after? Was
that the confirmation that she needed to let her know that Dave was just like
every other guy? No.
That was no advance, Tamada was sure. He had spoken to her like she was some
kind of old friend. He hadn’t even once looked down to her cleavage, and he
spoke politely, without even the slightest hint of a perverted tone. Dave was
actually quite nice, even if she didn’t quite approve of his hair. She
arrived at the office quickly, an extra spring in her step now that she had
just experienced something she secretly wished she would experience for a long
time. She had talked to Dave. And for some reason, that was enough to make her
feel like she had just won a race. Arriving
at work was a quick process. She strode through the front doors and turned on
the lights that would signal to people on the outside that the facility was
open before sliding behind her desk and raising her chair, as it always seemed
to lower overnight. “Good
morning, Tamada.” Mr. Mach ambled over to her desk and stared at her for a
moment as she replied with a happy good morning greeting. “Always to work on
time.” Mr. Mach chuckled loudly and turned away before leaning back up with a
teal file in his hand. “I’ll need every document in this file to be separated
by last name and filed in the correct place. If there are any last names that
start with the letter ‘Z’, I want you to bring them to me.” Tamada
was never puzzled by odd requests like these, as she never felt the need to ask
why. But today she seemed that she was desperately curious to know why the
names with the letter “Z” would be separated from the rest of the file. Besides
being uncommon, names with the letter “Z” at the start were often quite unique.
“Alright
then.” She took the file without another word and opened it up, watching Mr.
Mach smile happily and lumber away to his office. She looked at the pile of
papers in slight sorrow as she realized that they weren’t alphabetized to begin
with, and that would make her job even harder. It was a thick stack of papers,
maybe one-hundred different pages, all with various names that she would need
to sort. In
about twenty minutes she had separated the file pages into twenty-five stacks,
the twenty-sixth at the side to be taken off to Mr. Mach. There were only two
pages in the entire file that contained last names starting with the letter
“Z”, which wasn’t surprising to Tamada at all. She
looked down to the pages and sighed triumphantly as she wheeled her chair
around to the file cabinets with the “A” pages and began to sort them. It was
tedious, no doubt, and Tamada’s fingers had begun to hurt with all the sorting
and flipping. But eventually she had made it down to the final stack of papers.
The “Y” pages, of which there were only four. She turned around after shutting
the file cabinets all at once and looked at the “Z” pages. Each of them was
strange, their first names matching their last names in oddness. Tamada
naturally assumed that they were from other countries, and swiped them up off
the desk with a flourish to bring them down the Mr. Mach’s office. She
knocked on the door and heard a grunt that meant to come in. As she turned the
door handle she couldn’t help but wonder once more what the purpose of
separating the “Z” documents was, and she wasn’t sure if she planned to ask him
or not. “Mr.
Mach. I have the ‘Z’ pages for you.” Tamada set them down on the desk and
awaited a response from Mr. Mach, who had his back turned to the door and had
his face stuffed in a magazine about finance of some sort. “Yes,
yes. Thank you, Tamada.” He waved his hand and barely turned his chair as he
continued to read. She thought it wouldn’t be best to interrupt him when so
deep in reading. Instead she made a small noise of confirmation in the back of
her throat before shutting the door and heading back to her desk where a man
stood, looking confused. Tamada
shook her head and sat back down, not looking at the man as she set off into
her recitation of her greeting to guests. “Hello. My name is Tamada and I am
the receptionist here. What can I do for you?” Her voice was steely and
robotic, as if it came from a machine. “Yes.
I know your name, Tamada.” Tamada froze as she recognized the voice, slightly
happy, slightly confused. “Excuse
me…?” She looked up, and the question caught in her throat. There was Dave,
standing like he had been in the building a hundred times before as he looked
down at Tamada in her seat. He smiled as he noted her stunned silence. “I
said I already know exactly who you are, neighbor.” He smiled widely, adorably
in Tamada’s perspective. She had never really appreciated how cute he really
was. “Dave.”
She said his name as if it were some kind of little known fact. “What are you
doing here?” Her voice was fluttery, and it was quite obvious that she was
nervous and excited at the same time. How is it possible for one person to have
this effect? Just this morning she had wrote him off as the neighbor who had no
interest in her. All it took was just a few sentences exchanged in the elevator
for her to realize that maybe… Maybe
the reason she was so distraught and angered whenever she passed by Dave was
because…she liked him. Maybe it was a crush, maybe it was something more, but
there was something about Dave that made her feel as if she were about to fly
away. “I’m
not sure.” He smiled subtly and looked down at the floor. He was wearing his
laced boots today, the ones that made loud clunking sounds whenever they
stepped on the floor, even on carpet. How
did Tamada know this about these boots? How did she also know that Dave was
wearing his “ABC” jacket, one that he had obtained in College as English major?
How is it possible that she knew about his dark jeans, ones that were torn at
both knees when Dave had fallen down the stairs and shattered both of his
shins? How did she know all of these things? Because she had overhead
everything, all of these facts. She knew Dave as if he was an old friend. Tamada
smiled brightly as she began to realize what was happening in her brain. A
small little tick whenever he smiled, the slightest of flutters, like a bird had
just taken wing in her stomach, whenever he tilted his head and spoke quietly.
It was these little things that brought Tamada to a startling conclusion, one
that she had been denying, even to herself, since the day Dave had moved in. They
exchanged glances a bit more before it happened. Not sure what was possibly
happening, one implication or another, it wasn’t even some kind of reflex
reaction. It was natural, what happened. It was almost as if the event was
planned by some unseen force, one who had just taken the backs of each of their
heads and pushed them forward. But in one moment, Dave and Tamada were in an
embrace. It wasn’t drawn out, in wasn’t sloppy. It wasn’t the kind of kiss that
makes everyone around uncomfortable. It was the kind of kiss that you share
with someone you know you could love. Someone you know that you could possibly
spend most of your time with. The
rest of the day, Dave stayed in the office. He sat there with Tamada, staring
at her face, just her face, as he read his books, waiting for the clock to turn
so they could go home. That was Dave and Tamada’s story. And in the future, two
years into the future, they would be married. Another two years they would have
a daughter that they would name Leah. There
was a time in Tamada’s life when she would never have considered the
possibility of love. She shunned the idea and put her nose to the sky when a
man walked by. But it was this exact behavior that brought her the man that she
had been waiting for. Someone with flaws that she could tolerate. Someone with
features that she could love. These were the days that followed their initial
relationship. Dave’s
pocket watch was given to him by his mother before she passed away. Something
Tamada understood, yet she couldn’t relate. It seemed all belongings and
memories that were contained in her head seemed to be missing. That
was, until, she remembered the boxes. Boxes behind her couch that had been
there since the beginning of time, it seemed. This was the most major change in
Tamada. A change that brought her to finally open the boxes that contained
everything she had forgotten about her old life. An old Halloween costume,
complete with angel wings and a halo. A baseball cap that her father had given
to her on her ninth birthday. A plastic bracelet that she had made for her
mother the day before she graduated from elementary school. All these things
awakened her nostalgia. All these things broadened her mind in ways that she
hadn’t experienced in many long years. It seemed not only the physical boxes of
her home had been opened, but so the same had her mental boxes opened as well. And
all these things were because of Dave. © 2014 Brandon Marleau |
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