A Moment of Searching

I am here. 

Looking for that one message.

I go through a million messages.

Sweet.

Painful.

Heartbreaking.

Moments filled with smile on the face.

Moments filled with tears rolling down me.

Moments of realisation.

I wonder and wonder why cant I find the one thing I want.

I keep looking.

The tears giving a hint to me.

Stop it. They say stop. 

Dont hurt yourself. 

I read a message, she said the world isnt killing you, your killing yourself. 

I stop. 

I cant bear this pain no more.

Waiting for that moment when the moment is mine.

Just mine.

Soyeb. 

Author's Note

Expression of feelings is essential to moving on with your life.
Sometimes its better to keep hold of them so no one can kill you using those feelings.