Sad Anger

All I want is to get rid of this anger and pain

I feel like I am stuck on the high way in the fast lane

I try everything I can to help my best friend

All I see is her relationship meet its end

She cared and wanted this to work

And in return I acted like a heartless jerk

I am just mad at myself for not knowing when to back off

I have tried for so long to do what she wants me to and now I for some reason I slack off

It’s not for any reason I can explain

I have had no way to explain this terrible burning pain

For the last week it has been ripping me in half

But I can’t tell anyone because I know they will all just laugh

I know in my heart that I was only trying to help and I know very well the reason why

But I also know that deep down within in the core of my heartless soul I just want to cry.