Emotion Puzzle Two

All I know is I must try to keep going

Even without most of you knowing

What in this life is really bothering me

I only wish that my feelings would let me be

Every time I think of this

I know there is nothing to miss

No excitement in my life

No reason to not drop the knife

Something is finding a way to keep stealing

All the things in my life that bring happiness and feeling

Lately I just have not had emotion

If there is one thing I am missing it is my normal devotion

Devotion for my friends and family

That they would all normally see from me

I know this is not how I normally sound

But I feel like my life is taking a dive toward the ground