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Besieged by so many thoughts
My mind from places to events peregrinates
It would be nice if there was a switch to turn it off
So the experience of this tumultuous emotions I can abate

Constantly examining my motives and actions to see if I'm a good person
Who has learnt all the world's valuable lesson
Though I currently practice no religion
With God I long to have a physical heart to heart conversation

And I really love my family
But most times it feels like in the world,there's just only me
If my full personality was know by my friends
Maybe our rapport will come to an abrupt end

Some days hoping to find answers
I go down with the bottle
But I'm left as confused after
And From place to place I tottle
©DarkPoet2019

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[afish]

Hello SoulSeyiShines - there's a lot in your poem that many of us can identify with. To be able to switch off my thoughts when they are just going around in circles is something I have often wanted. One thing that often helps is to indeed start a conversation with God. No fancy or special words needed just humility and trust in his goodness.
May He especially bless you at this season when we celebrate his coming in love to us.
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[DarkPoet]

Thanks a lot,maybe I will just try the conversation with God,though the challenge might be in the trusting part