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My heart is ripped apart in different sides
The result of taking as truth a lie
Sinking in downtown upside
Losing the will to fight or even try

I'm caught between the devil and the deep blue sea
Choosing either of them will surely be the end of me
I will leave leaving letters
Of all the the efforts made to be better

Because into the deep blue sea I'm falling
The strength to keep afloat is gradually failing
I keep hearing the frequent calls of mortem
And the voices telling me to join them

I'm aware of staring eyes passing harsh judgment
With no understanding of my torment
Mouths in trying to cheer me up tear me down
With conversations that leave me feeling like a pawn