Dark Place

I'm in a very dark place
Sinking in at a fast pace
The stethoscope seems weak and tired
It suggests that maybe my brain should be rewired

But I never asked for any of these
I religiously perform my rituals to get out of this
Cos no one likes to be seen as a burden
Nor wants life to be moved around all of a sudden

It gets tiring explaining so many things
Constantly in fear for what the new day may bring
Would metal on veins bring about a solution?
Would a dive in the waters change the situation?

I'm at a very very dark place
I don't need any intrusion into my space
I reminisce on the look depicting hopelessness on your face
I'm once again reminded to know my place.

It does not belong in the consultation room
Nor with work,friends or family
It belongs in an empty dark tomb
With all of my demons and all of me