FATHER'S DAY BLUES

I got a visit from my father today
Which happens to be father's day
I should be full of so much joy

I'm sad,scared,my mood is soiled
He hands me a tract and a Bible
Prays for his child he judges sinful

His presence evokes painful memories
Of fear,whips,blood like a scene from a horror movie
After his exit i cry for a very long while

I wonder if it makes me a terrible child
NO i harbor no hatred towards him
But around or with him i wish not to be seen

For i am reminded that i am alone
Judged unworthy and rejected by my very own
This feeling stirs up so much guilt

For which my heart and mind wasn't built
I write to offload some of the pain
Hoping someday my heart will eventually heal

Reviews

[Aurora]

This indeed is sad and makes the reader wonder about a few things.