SCARED

SCARED

I am scared every time I warm up to wake up

Scared when at dawn it dawns, I am alive

For I am yet to figure out life in my life

Scared as I take walks to work

As I cannot transform my thoughts to talks

Scared I skeptically receive as I have nothing to give

Scared, each of my moment is filled with anxiety

So, I move around head bowed in sobriety

Constantly putting up a font

Carefully avoiding being out in front

Scared I will eventually lose the buddy

The few things and people around me

Scared, I might end up like the daddy

So, I strive to deal solely with integrity

Scared, they misunderstand and judge me

With no idea of what it’s like to be me.

Scared, I don’t want to be around anywhere

Still I find myself here and there

Scared I can’t really open up and confide

All the things that I bottle up inside!

Fear sucks me in like a quagmire

In the cold am constantly in the fire

© SoulSeyiShines2019